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I was 34 the first time I took a pregnancy test.


We went to see Dr. Fischl. He performs ultrasounds in a little room where people are always coming and going.


He wrote in his report: Patient with a four-year history of desiring to have a child (Kinderwunsch). Children and desire. German, the language of my infancy.


Then, another four years of doctors’ visits, operations, inseminations, healers.

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